well, fuck

Okay, so today I just found out that my boyfriend has been cheating on me for the past year. We’ve been together for two years and he’s been with another woman for one year. She has a son, I’m not sure if it’s his or not.

I’ve told her about what he has done I don’t think she believes me at all. I feel horrible, and gross. Because on just on Tuesday we were together and now I’ve heard and seen this. I honestly feel like crap and gross. Any advice? because I’m seriously struggling with this.