Eden(white) and Apika(orange). They both died exactly two months apart from each other unexpectedly. (Eden on March 25th 2018 and Apika May 25th 2018) I watched both of them die, and Eden died in my arms. Probably the most traumatic experience I’ve ever had. I’m getting better now, but for the longest time I couldn’t even see, much less touch a rabbit without having a trauma based panic attack. But I’m not meaning this to be totally sad! Now for the funny part: on the night of Edens death, I called my then, now ex boyfriend who’d been ghosting me for the past week begging for some kind of support. He took the call as an opportunity to break up with me, which I didn’t even give a shit about (we only dated for less than month). Fast forward exactly 10 days: I start dating his best friend; my now boyfriend of a year and 5 months. Just to find out much later that he “kissed” another girl at a party he went to the night Apika died. I put “kissed” in quotation marks because that’s a completely different long complicated story. What’s my point? I don’t have one. I just really enjoy this story and felt this could be a place to tell it. (And yes, I poke fun at the ex boyfriend every single time I see him for dumping me on one of the worst nights of my life)