Get out of me 😭😭😭

Currently bawling my eyes out because I can't take it anymore. My tolerance for pain is not very high, so I'm having an extremely hard time with pregnancy as we come to the end. This lightning crotch, the contractions, the baby's big crazy movements, the itchy rash... It has me in literal tears. I am 39+5 and just want this baby out. And as much as I want to say its because I want to meet him (which I do obviously), I'm honestly praying for his arrival for purely selfish reasons. I don't know how much more I can take. I am so done. FTM and honestly don't think I have any interest in becoming a STM. I am so miserable, and I don't want to be pregnant anymore. I just want it to end.