The timing isn’t right...

My husband and I planned on starting ttc January of 2020.

But something in me lately is saying that I’m ready now. We were only waiting because I wasn’t quite ready yet.

I was so excited to tell him that I want to start trying sooner, when all of this financial stuff started happening...

We got our taxes back and we both owe about $5,000, we have a wedding to go to 4 hours away and the hotel is $400 and about $500 to get the car ready for the trip, we both work commission only and money hasn’t been coming in as much lately...

I just feel like, as soon as I was ready to start trying, the universe told me it’s not the right time.

I never thought I would want to be a mom and I was always hesitant about having kids, but I actually am sad that we have to wait.

Anyone else experience a similar situation where you felt like the universe was telling you to wait?