venting

My dad raped me and nobody in my family believes me. My sister was in the room next to me and heard me screaming and did nothing.

They bring it up every single time there is a family gathering, which I'm never allowed to go to. I've heard from my siblings the things they say. "I ruined my dads life" and the second I turn 18 they are putting me out.

I was forced to lose my virginity to my father at age 11. And my entire family turned against me, because we are that picture perfect family. They don't want our family name being smudged, its a tiny town and word goes around fast.