I’ll start by saying I’m very happy and feel very fortunate to be welcoming my 3rd and final baby, and first girl, into the world this November. Today I almost cried because I’m only 24 weeks and the anxiety I have had with this pregnancy is just exhausting and I can’t imagine doing it another 15-16 weeks. I’ve had a loss followed by a very difficult pregnancy, then this pregnancy has honestly been easy so I feel like I’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop. Every little back ache or Braxton Hicks makes me thing I’m going into early labor. Every bit of excessive discharge has me running to the bathroom to check if I’m bleeding or something. I checked her heartbeat every single day until she started moving like crazy. I’m just ready for her to be here already. Pregnancy when you already have kids is such a double edged sword because you want your pregnancy to fly by, but I want to hold on to every fleeting moment of my kids toddler-hood. If you made it this far, thanks for reading. ✌🏼