i can’t decide

hi so i’m 18 ,and i know it sounds weird but i have felt such a strong attraction for women since i was so young ,like 12 or smthn ,never felt anything for a male so i thought i’d be a lesbian,but

lately i’ve had so many changes in my life i graduated high school,moved city and got into uni. and i can feel smthn different ,i still feel attracted to women but not as strong as before and i kinda like guys, idk it’s really complicated,i still can’t stand d*cks and i feel disgusted thinking about it but i’m really confused...

what shall i do?