Need some advice

I lost a child in March of this year. I see my friends getting pregnant while I was at the hospital delivering a still born baby. Now I look at my friends, and I feel so jealous and upset. I don’t know if it ever goes away. My heart aches everyday knowing I could’ve had my child in my arms. I look at other babies and cry because I’m glad they got a shot at being in this world. I wanna know if the jealousy of seeing others pregnant ever goes away? I wanna know if I’ll ever feel better?