I want to give up...

I’ve had the bloody show, I’m now having contractions that are irregular for almost 36 hours. The contractions are worse when I lay down, the nurse told me to do my best to rest and hydrate... she said she wanted me going into labor rested. I can’t sleep through this pain! I just called again begging them to admit me and induce so I can get some drugs!

I just want to be done!!!!! I’m so tired and so over this and I just want it to be over with.