Feel like a failure

I am just overwhelmed and I need to rant a minute.

Stressed out because I’m on my 3rd babysitter since February. He had a terrible day with his new sitter and she seemed overwhelmed which made me feel awful. He’s been so clingy and whiny lately (leap 8).

Stressed because he WILL NOT sleep anymore despite all my efforts. Last night was the worst of all. I’m basically a zombie at this point.

Stressed about money, wishing I had a better job, and failing because I never finished my degree.

Stressed because my house stays a disaster and I never want to clean it. I basically I have to force myself to pick up. I’m just too tired from not sleeping.

I could use about 2 full days alone to sleep And clean.