I think i joined the club accidentally

Destiny

I am pretty sure i have Herpes. I've got a whole crap ton of what im pretty syre are sores spread out across my vagina and onto my butt. I have had a fever and nausea since i noticed the sores and i am so damn itchy. Unfortunately, i have to wait a month to get tested and diagnosed because my family doctor has no openings until then. So now i get to spend a month with this hanging over my head, wondering if im right about it and possibly suffer another outbreak before i can even get medication. And i just feel like crying all the time now.