Am I pathetic?

So I’m in high school and I have quite a few friends. I’m quite a social person around friendly environments but if I’m at home, usually I just stay in my dark hole of loneliness - because I like it that way. Occasionally I’d get sick of being alone and think of someone to catch up with. There is this one girl that I’ve known for since forever and shes literally almost the only person that I have sleepovers with. Am I pathetic for only having 1 friend to visit?????