Not many people know just how special you are to us, or that a couple months before we knew about you that we'd suffer through a miscarriage.

Not many people understand how scared we were to find out about you, not because we didn't want you, but how terrified we were to potentially lose you.

We never wanted to feel that kind of loss again, you are so wanted.

In the early days we were even a little too nervous to really celebrate you, 'just in case' and I even bought an at home fetal heart-rate doppler just to listen to your little heart beating weekly or before any ultrasounds, 'just in case', I took pregnancy tests daily until the line couldn't get any darker, 'just in case'.

Every week was such a relief and milestone for us and now we're in the final 3 months of pregnancy together.

We can't wait to meet you.

As I'm writing this I can feel you kicking around in my stomach, you're already so strong.

Our little fighter, our little rainbow baby.

We love you.

🌈💕💕