Feeling Defeated


39+2 - Went for my appointment today + NST - Baby looked good on the monitor but still sent me for an ultrasound because baby seemed "sleepy" ... Went to the ultrasound and she FINALLY at the end decided to move and passed everything and looked great.

While at my first appt - I got checked - Only 1 CM. OB was unable to do the sweep bevause everything is up high. I had one tiny contraction while doing the NST. I'm now spotting brownish blood which she told me to keep an eye on.

I know the due date is only an estimate but good lord. I'm so ready for her to come and don't feel like its gonna happen any time soon!