I just found out that our third child, and pretty sure our last child, will be our third boy. My hubby has a boy from his first marriage, and I'm feeling so outnumbered that I will not get to have a little girl mini me. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy that he is healthy and growing right on target, and I love my boys, and I will love him no matter what, I just feel like this dream that I have had for so long is no longer attainable, and it's hard to put it away and accept. Please don't be harsh, I'm already struggling with immense guilt over even having these feelings.