Idk what to do school started and this week has been the very worst. I’ve been having bad mood swings and thinking of death way more the summer was the best but school makes me wanna die so many things happened that the school has become more like a place of bad memories to me. Even today people have been hiding secrets from me and avoiding me idk if I can go on I really wanna go back to cutting but it’ll regress the progress I’ve had with not cutting for a year now. I’m just super depressed and I feel as if I don’t belong here anymore.