More worried closer to end of first trimester.

⭐️MerFerret⭐️ • Beagle mama • Lupus & Fibro • 🏳️‍🌈 bi

I miscarried at 9 and then 12 weeks. I feel like I'm nervous because the closer I get the more I feel its gonna end like the last 2 times. It's almost easier to prepare myself for miscarriage instead of hoping for a second trimester...

Btw I'm 8 weeks as of tomorrow 8/9/19