I’m not myself anymore. I’m this version on me out here trying to find where I am. My life has changed in a matter of hours and days. I’m on so many drugs since Sunday. My life feels incomplete and like I failed my husband and child. Everyone keeps asking “how are you” how do I even answer such a question? I don’t feel anything, but I also feel upset. I literally hate myself right now.

Sorry for my chronicles oh how I feel since having a miscarriage on Sunday.