What a terrible feeling ...

After being 3 days late, with a bad headache, hot flashes and nausea all day I was convinced besides having a bfn. I spent the evening googling “late implantation”, and everything checks out. “ I’m pregnant. I just know it. It’s different this time. I never had pms symptoms until some mild cramping a few days ago. I’ve been feeling like throwing up all day. This has got to be it. Lord, please let me have a happy healthy baby. I know I’m pregnant. Please let the test show positive in the morning” I go to bed feeling extremely positive, only to be woken up in a puddle of my own blood. My empty broken womb fails me yet again. Feeling so heartbroken and distraught. Trying to muster up the courage to go to work today.😭