Sex Third Trimester

So it’s been a couple of weeks since I had sex with my boyfriend . I am currently 37 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I decided to try to have sex since it was a doctors recommendation to loosen up my cervix for the baby to get ready and come out . Recently I have not been comfortable nor in the mood to want to do absolutely anything Nd I have been frustrated at the fact that he keeps asking me to . So like I said I finally decided to not for my or his needs but for the baby to come out soon . I am due August 18th! ANYWAYS after like 5 minutes of the intercourse I felt as if I was about to start crying ! I tried to hold it in but you know that Lump in ur throat u get when you hold in ur cry and then u can’t hold it anymore . Yea that was me . Balling my eyes out while he was penetrating me . It was like a pet dog died or something . Never in my life have a cried during sex! It was so embarrassing but I just couldn’t help it . But afterwards he was so understanding and told me we don’t have to anymore . He apologized on how much pressure he put on me for the past couple of days and told me he can wait . Ig moral of the story is don’t try and have sex if you don’t want to or if it doesn’t feel good at all 🤦🏽‍♀️💯 you’ll end up crying like a big baby like me 😭😩