Feeling like my own kid hates me 😫

12 weeks PP and haven’t had an easy go by any means. Baby is colicky and recently found at she has MSPI (milk soy protein intolerance). I’ve been diagnosed with PP anxiety already—seeing a therapist.

Anywho-anyone else with a colicky baby that when you give them to someone else they seem to be happy go lucky and it just enrages you?! Or makes you want to bawl your eyes out?!

Just feeling down today 😫