Can’t sleep from guilt

Ann • 👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻🤰🏻💑 3 angels no live babes but hoping this pregnancy turns out different. Married to my babe of 7 yrs ❤️

Almost 30w I have not bought one thing and don’t have any babies so I have nothing.

I’m overwhelmed and don’t know where to begin, super horrible anxiety about it all that I can’t even sleep!

Reason I bought nothing is because I’m too scared... I only ever made it to 26w with 1/3 of my previous pregnancies... I’m just scared... always think the worse..