My goal for next year 😅

So I’m 16 and I’m turning 17 next year I think it’s a pretty weird goal but I want to get pregnant next year (2020) and have a baby (2021) 😅 I don’t think my family will think anything of it because all the woman in my family started have kids at 14 and 16 and they’re doing pretty okay (financially) but I feel I want this because I just want someone who depends and needs me and mostly because I want a baby to play and cuddle with as well teach them certain things 😫 My mother knows I’m sexually active and I already told her that in the future if I were to get pregnant I will not get an abortion