We have been ttc for nearly 2 years now. I was put on clomid and still no luck. Back in February I’m pretty sure I had a chemical pregnancy.

I’m just so down I don’t know how much more I can take. I have seen so many people I know get pregnant in this time. I feel like I can’t spend time with all my friends who have kids now. I spent the whole month painfully waiting to ovulation time. And as much as I try I cant ‘relax’ or ‘take my mind off it’. I feel like every month I get a negative i have to relive the nightmare all over again.

Pls help. How can I get through this. I have spoken to husband and some friends / family but I don’t want to become a drain. Im just worried I’m never going to get my dream 😭