January of this year me and my fiancé found out we were expecting, my due date was October 17th. I lost my baby February 23rd and it’s been very rough since me and my fiancé have grown closer from it but his brother and his wife are expecting and their due date is September 12th her baby is happy and healthy and I’m happy for them but at the same time I’m so jealous... it’s hard being around talking to them on the phone bc my anxiety and panic attacks kick in also other things with baby stuff but mainly them. I’ve been trying to conceive since but have since let it be and not try so hard let god do his work I guess you can say but here I am crying my eyes out barley breathing bc I come home from work and my fiancé is on the phone with his brother and going through baby clothes and my fiancé’s face is just lighting up talking about babies and I’m not having a anxiety attack bc I literally hate my body bc I couldn’t give him that I can’t make his face light up like that or make him that happy even though he tells me one day it’ll happen I just I’m not sure what to do and I’m not sure if I should go see a professional about these issues bc I just want all of the feelings of jealousy and hating my body and all the hurt to just stop (not in a suicide way) I just I want to move on, anyone else gone through this ? I just I feel like going to get professional help it me being over dramatic ? Idk what to do lol