Needing a new group

How about putting a new group on here. I have 2 kids and we where saving up and trying to prepare for a 3 in about 3 years. My 4 year old will be 5 at the end of the month my baby just turned one.. I just found out I'm 6 weeks... I dont have the money or the space I want this baby but i have no room in my house i have no money and now debt.. I'm broken I'm conflicted and I have 6 weeks left to make a choice that goes against everything I stand for... or make what room I can and take away the best life possible for the 2 that I have. My 5 year old has emotional issues witch makes it hard to get through the day my 2nd child has a specialist for her heart ears noise throat and now her belly. What do I do