Ex husband tells me I can't conceive because God is punishing me.

My Ex husband is an alcoholic and then some. We are currently fighting for custody of my 15 yr old daughter who wants nothing to do with him. He is mentally abusive to her to the point that she is seeing a psychiatrist and the state I live in believes families can be fixed so they force her to visit him despite the fact she has told them she is uncomfortable around him.(For now their visits are supervised ) Mycuurent husband and I have been ttc since we got married this March. The day before I found out I was pregnant in July my ex bombarded me with over 13 text through out the day with out reason. This is the worst from that day.

Taylor(Tyler) is the name of my first baby that was stillborn. He would have turned 19 on 8/8. A week later I miscarried. My oldest daughter(she is 21), was arguing with her father (my ex) about how he should not be messaging me, because he apparently called her to brag about his earlier text. At this point she let it slip about my miscarriage that no one but close family even new I was pregnant, so he then sends me this:

Each time he goes into me having sympathy sex with my husband and so on. Of course all of these text are going to court with me and I pray I get full custody because my baby girl does not deserve to be around this psycho path. Sorry for the long post it's just the only place that I can let it out. I never respond to his messages because I know he is trying to goad me into a fight. I never fall for it. It does hurt that he is using my dead children as weapons. And I'm in constant fear I will never have another baby. I only have one biological child and she is perfect to me.