36 week appointment went left

Had my 36 week appointment today and got sent to L&D for blood pressure and baby heart rate monitoring. Everything turned out to be ok and they let me go but it was a scary drive there. I’ve been feeling so ready but thinking I was going to the hospital to maybe have to deliver early...made me think..oh crap, I am not ready! I know it can happen any day now and I have to ready but actually feeling that way, like I wasn’t ready, makes me feel guilty.

Just a weird emotional day, I need a bubble bath.

Hope everyone feels a bit better than I do right now lol