I’m so torn right now I originally wanted my doctor to induce me at 39 weeks so I will be guaranteed her to deliver my baby but the closer I get to the end I’m changing my mind and wanting to go in labor on my own and not caring who deliver my baby boy this will be my last baby and I really want him to come when he ready not because I’m being selfish and thinking about who deliver him cause really as long as whoever deliver him safely who cares but really I do with my second birth this will be my fourth it was the worst delivery ever a doctor not even in my doctors office delivered my daughter and he was on call and didn’t show up until it was almost time for me to push I wanted a epidural I was in so much pain but couldn’t cause he wasn’t there to sign off on it I can go on and on but it was a big mess so with my third I got induced to make sure my doctor deliver me but long story short I’m now having a change of heart.. anyone going threw the same feeling?