Not to sound ungrateful but....

Sometimes when I come home I jus want to cry, I guess I'm frustrated or maybe the hormones. My SO and I both work 2 jobs but I've been at my part time longer, I start my day at 7am and get home at 1am. Im now 17weeks and this tired is jus different than before.

I know when the baby comes sleep will be out of the question but I feel like he's not giving me my pregger accolades, like come on I shouldnt have to wake you up for YOUR OWN JOB at 4am when I literally fell asleep at 2am.

When I come home to our little studio, everything is always A MESS from the morning get up.. his mess! Our place is too small, its always hot and ugh lets not get on the ANTS!!!

Hes not a sleep all day type of person so when the weekend come he wants me up and starting the day with him.... ugh I jus want to sleep while I can. I could literally sleep for 2days if he left me alone. He compares my tired to his and I jus dont think hes understand that my WHOLE BODY is changing!!!

Sometimes I feel like we should live together anymore... idk, I wouldnt dare suggest that but it crosses my mind.. 😒