I hate seeing bump pictures because they make me feel fat. Like my stomach is bigger but I don’t think it’s a clear bump. Like I’ve always been plus sized but the way my shape is set up my stomach always appeared flat in clothing and didn’t stick out too much when naked. Now it just looks like I have a “roll” above my belly button. Spare tire vibes. My back fat seems more noticeable when I’m naked 😩. I also get paranoid that the reason I haven’t “popped” is because he stopped growing. I’ll be 20 weeks on Sunday and I go in for my anatomy scan the following Friday so 1. I’ll get some assurance that he’s ok 2. Maybe I’ll “pop” in the meantime.

*deep sigh* I just needed to rant a little and be crazy without alarming my support system.

S.N. Seems like everybody on my IG timeline is pregnant or just had a baby.