Feeling lost

So after a yr married 2 yrs together 1 yr without sex I think my husband doesnt love me. I accuse him of cheating I accuse him of using me to take care of him. I constantly push his buttons I dont get answers I dont think he loves me anymore. So many things going through my mind I feel crazy.

Hes bipolar 1

He has ocd Adhd

Depression

Stress disorder

He smokes weed every day takes tramadol 2 a day

He doesnt listen to me when I try to understand him or suggest we get help ..nothing I'm tired of trying to figure him out.