I lied to him

I lied to my partner about being okay to have sex again 🙈. Last week was my postpartum follow up at 7 weeks. I delivered vaginal and now I weight less than pre pregnancy.

The doctor told me I was healed and was okay to have sex again. She prescribed me BC pills. Okay my SO asked me if I was okay to have sex again because it’s been so long, we probably had sex 5 times through my entire pregnancy because I was always sick throwing up and not feeling well plus MY SEX DRIVE WAS 0 lol. I told him I was told to wait a little longer to have sex again which isn’t true. True is I don’t have any sex drive still. I’m starting to worry about it and honestly I forgot to ask the doctor if it was normal. I finally went to pick up my BC pills and I will take them tonight. Should I tell my SO how I feel ? Is it normal not to have sex drive after having a baby ? Between I’m a little scared to have sex and get pregnant because the pills she gave me are low dose since I’m breastfeeding. I nurse like 3x a day and don’t pump. Forgot to add that I’m also worry I won’t feel the same or he won’t feel the same since I delivered a 9 pounds baby and didn’t get stitches but I did teared a little.