2yrs ago when my dad passed I miscarried twin boys at the same time teo of my husbands cousins and their wives were pregnant. They both had a birthday this week and we still have not been successful even getting pregnant again. I feel really defeated and just wish my mother in law was here to cheer me up. I feel like it isn't happening for us as ppl punishment of some sort.

I was molested as a child and have an incompetent cervix. I'm really feeling defeated. I just want a baby.