My boyfriend broke up with aug 8. It has been hard today is the first day of no contact. 2 days ago we had sex and I feel like that just made me go back to step 1. I thought I was making sure progress. I was going to see other guys I even had sex with a guy I use to date. The day right after he broke up with me. I’ve been crying my eyes out since last night I haven’t even been able to concentrate on school. I miss him and I really want him back but it’s clear to see he doesn’t feel the same since he hasn’t reached out since.

I digress a lot but I don’t have any females friends to talk to but, my heart hurts so bad because I feel like he threw me away we weren’t even together for 6 months I felt like he didn’t even give us a chance. 3 months wasted. I’m sad, mad and hurt and I would kill and steal for this pain to go away. A part of me wants to text him like crazy but it’s pointless.