QUESTION?

So I lost my son at 33 weeks almost 5 months ago and right after it happend I tried to start a support community in my town and on Facebook for my town (because there is nothing here to support those of this kind of loss) due to being a mess mentally and a wreck in life I blew up and gave up due to lack of activity without ever really giving it a chance to get going..

This is still something I really want to do

So the question is.. if I try this again/ restart my group will i seem like a fool? Or do you think people will understand that im in a better place now?