Fffffun dangit grate fml

So my husband might lose his job. I am tarafied yes I am good at helping him when he gets down and ish but even I am flipping out because now our son is here and we cant just van it. He is an hour late and it's my fault because I kept him up last night because I couldn't get our small one to go back to sleep. Neither one of us hurd the alarms .fuck I am so scared and I am only 13 days post partum. Can I get some advice or prayers or something. That everything is going to be ok