Just blah

I was placed on bedrest (35 weeks) a couple days ago due to Gestational Hypertension. I am losing my damn mind. I have nothing to take my mind off of feeling gross now. Headaches due to the BP, feeling anxious due to not moving and being a part of life. I had a BP check today and they said okay just stay on bedrest. I can’t take this. I am so frustrated and either need them to just take her or let me go back to every day life!!!! Okay... rant over. ❤️