Broken

So toady I woke up and I was bleeding pretty badly not enough to soak a pad but definitely saw it every time I went to the bathroom and wiped. As the day progressed I started seeing blood on my pad. This is my third loss in a row and it's extremely easy/difficult to sit here and wonder what I did wrong. What could I have done differently to be able carry my baby to term. Yes I already have a child and she is almost 4. Is she ment to be an only child? Do I put my husband and I through trying to get pregnant again and potentially loss a fourth child