Hopeful and doubtful- AF due Monday 19th

Stuck between hopeful and doubtful! AF is due on Monday 19th and I’m stuck between being positive she won’t come this time and ugh damn her she might be coming!

Tender breast, very light on n off cramping, only thing that’s different is I’m usually dry but past few days I’ve been feeling super wet with clear sticky-like discharge. Was feeling hopeful until this damn pimple arrived today 🤬

I’m just praying AF doesn’t arrive 🙏🏽