Losing hope.....

Yesterday I got what I thought was my BFP... although it was a blue dye test, it was clear, blue, and thick as the control line. Faint... but there... in less than 2 minutes 😭

A few hours later, I took a FRER... of course it was a BIG FAT NEGATIVE.

I am soooooo crushed. 😭😭😭😭

Took a Cheapie this morning... BFN 😭

Officially counting myself out... only 9dpo. But I’ve had 3 chemicals this year, and I knew by now that I was expecting. Has faint but clear lines every time by 8 dpo