So im 20 years old in been with my boyfriend for 2 years and today is the first time i have ever felt violated. We went to have sex and it was consensual. However i quickly realized that i was dryer than a bone and he didn’t do anything to fix that. he just kept shoving it in and i kept telling him it hurt and please stop but he wouldn’t. He just kept going and said “its consensual you cant change that now” I went to the bathroom and saw bright red blood when i wiped and have ever since. its been 7 hours. I don’t know whether i should be considering that rape or what I’m so conflicted and i don’t know what to do.