For the first time legit 15 minutes ago.

So some back story, my long term boyfriend has always joked about puting his dick in my ass and we've always laughed it off. Then it became a serious thing we were considering around our 9 month mark. Of course my man was all for it, always ready to help me and what not. He never pressured me but i always backed out.

THEN ONE NIGHT

We were going at it doggy style and he was using his thumb and some spit to rub my asshole, i was like "hmmm not a horrible feeling" so i told him to grab some lube and see what happens...not the best thing??? To rush and do this unplanned. He got his index fingertip in and i was good but then he moved his dick and accidentally slipped his finger ALL THE WAY IN ME

omg i was so surprised i pulled away and wouldnt let it continue

Off and on (3 or 4 times MAYBE) we tried to do some anal stuff but i was never really sure...

UNTIL:

2 days ago when siddenly i was for some reason all totally for it???

I didnt say anything to my boyfriend until about 5am this morning (we dont sleep lol) He immediately was willing to drive to the store (it was closed) then to another which he waited for to open 😂 so he could buy condoms.

While he was gone i spent the time working myself up to it, watching porn to turn me on and using lots of lube to start with one finger. I had to try a gazzilion different positions until i found that being on my hand and knees felt the best :)

I was STILL NERVOUS ABT HIS PENIS GOING IN SUCH A SMALL SPACE THO

When he came home i showed him what was feeling okay and what not to do

(after i made him wash his hands of course...HYGIENE IS IMPORTANT AF)

then he took over with his fingers, i had him get into a position like he was doing me doggy style and the lean foward so he could kiss me and OH LORD

His fingers felt 10000000000x better then mine!!! Soon with lots of lube and communication and taking it S L O W we worked up to 2 finger before i knew it.

Now came the interesting awkward and good part!

He suggested i start on top and lower myself down so i have full control (how thoughtful 😊😊) but i was afraid i couldnt hold myself up and i was gonna slip and slide all the way on his penis and hurt myself 😂😂 so we tried him on top with me on ny hands and knees...he. COULDNT. GET. IT. IN....I was still a lil nervous and too tense so we got on the floor so i could try being on top again and VOILA

I was able to SLOWLY AND WITH LOTS OF LUBE..SO!MUCH!LUBE!!! get him in and i couldnt believe it, i was having anal sex :)

It felt so much better than I thought it would (THANK JESUS) but i wont lie i did feel some pain and discomfort when i moved too fast, so take ur time :)))

I was able to orgasm while i was on top and then he bent me over so he could get himself off. It still felt great but changing angles definitely felt different and we had to go back to taking our time (WHICH IS TOTALLY COOL) after we got comfortable again he went at a semi fast pace and then something weird happened. I felt super tense and not comfy when he went fast, i had to tell him to stop completely!

He eventually found a pace that was comfortable and pleasurable for both of us and i even orgasmed AGAIN!!

And after he finished we both cleaned up, washed our hands and what not and then talkes about what we liked, didnt like and what we would try the next time

(which i would be okay with)

What i learned from my experiences is:

TAKE UR TIME

LUBE!LUBE!!LUBE!!!!!!LUBE!!!!!!

PLS TAKE UR TIME

COMMUNICATION omg this literally helped so much. If i had stayed silent or not said as much the expirience definitely would have been different (worse)

Anal is so much scarier in your head and its a great thing to explore with ur partner (or by yourself) and yeah im really glad i tried it. It was a good new expirience that both me and my boyfriend enjoyed.

Hope this wasnt too personal and that if ur thinking about trying anal for the first time reading abt this expirience helped!

REMEBER TO BE SAFE!!!!