How did you guys do it?

I had my son on 08/12/19 at 32+2 weeks. His birth weight was 4lbs 9.6oz and the doctors are looking to keep him for 2-3 weeks total. So far he's doing well number wise. The only thing is feedings. They moved up to 40mL as his feeding goal. Overall, he's eatting 90% of it by bottle and finishing the rest by ng tube.

I know this is minor and it takes time, but today was hard for me. For a second, I felt like I was failing my baby. He never ate good for me when I hold him. His dad and the nurses are doing so much better with him than me. I just wanted to cry right there. I don't know who I could talk to about how I can help him.