No period 2 months

Charity

I haven’t had a period for two months my last period was in June on the 16th and I’m still waiting for my period to come me and my husband had sex and I spotted a little bit after that but then it went away and I took a pregnancy test about three weeks ago and I’m still patiently waiting what should I do? I am so scared and nervous to take another pregnancy test because I don’t want to get my hopes up or jinx it... it’s killing me so bad to wait but I really want to get another one but it’s killing me I hate this feeling ....