Feel alone in my marriage

Do you ever cry in bed & your husband knows but just lays there? Maybe I’m too sensitive.. I know I am.. but I feel so alone in my marriage these days & for a while off & on now. I’m hurting. I feel unappreciated & like I can never do enough for him. Maybe it’s just how I feel. I’ve talked to him about all of this numerous times. I’m really struggling. I just don’t feel very loved, cherished, all those things we all deserve to feel. I don’t believe in divorce nor want it, but I’m starting to feel pushed away & I’m just so tired. :(