Me and my husband have been trying for about 2 years now for our first. We have MIF (morphology) and ovulation problems. All of this has taken a toll on us, our marriage, our relationship, and our daily life. Add family drama, my mostly managed anxiety and depression, his previous job issues, his xbox addiction, and us dealing with people who don't have a clue what we are dealing with to the mix and you have problems.

My husband and I in the past have talked about looking into adoption. Well the timeline was at the end of this year if his sperm hasn't improved at all we were going to go to an informational meeting. Well we were talking about it last night and he said "oh well I want to try for 4-5 more years before we even look into it." I can barely stand it now. We don't have children yet but 4-5 years from now? I don't even know.

Terms like I'm hurt and I'm frustrated don't even begin to cover my feelings. He said it so end of discussion like too. That usually means I can't bring it up again without us fighting. I mean I'm glad he's being honest and I respect his wishes don't get me wrong but...I just want to throw something. Not at him or to hurt anyone. But at the wall, hard enough, over and over again to get my anger out.

I already feel like a broken record anyway. We go to work, come home, clean, cook, serve dinner, clean up, take care of the dogs, try to spend time with him, that doesn't work, spend time with the dogs instead, shower, do whatever else needs to be done, let the dogs out 1 more time, go to sleep, do it all over again. I do this even on his and my days off. He could at least do something on his days off. Ugh!!!!

How do you ladies deal with frustration like this?

Thanks for letting me vent.