Depressed...

As excited as I am for this baby I am as equally depressed! I have body dysmorphia and this weight gain makes me feel hideous. I just had to have my tooth pulled AND my hair is falling out! I have bald patches in some spots. Please tell me I’m not the only one feeling like this? I want this baby so bad, we tried for him for months. I love him more than anything EVER! But oh my gosh, I feel so so depressed 💔