The last time I had sex was on the last day or so of my period and that period didn’t last long. The period is late by two days, he pulled out. Before you judge me I didn’t want to do it but he pressured me into it. He was abusive and controlling and he’s out of my life now. I just need another woman’s input. If worst comes to worst I get a pregnancy test. But most of all just please calm me down i don’t want to be tied to him forever and it wouldn’t be fair to bring a kid into this world if it had him as a father and it wouldn’t be fair for that child to have a teenage mother. I would never want my child to ever ever have to grow up in that situation and if I put it up for adoption that child would wonder it’s whole life why I didn’t want it and it’s not like I could just put it somewhere until I’m ready to have it that would be selfish I just don’t want to make people hurt and as much as he hurt me I still don’t want him to suffer either and I know he would make me keep it