on the verge of tears...

I need some opinions...

I thought that I ovulated on the 17th.

A couple days before the 17th I was leaking watery cm enough to make my underwear wet. I assumed that I convinced on the 20th and then today I just went to the bathroom about an hour and ago and had some cm that was clear, stretchy, and kind of thick. I just went to the bathroom again and had creamy cm. I’m confused on if I’m ovulating today or if I did on the 17th. I’m so confused and all I want is a baby.

Thank you for all thoughts and advice!